During his first year in America, the Swami met and became friends not only with philosophers and scientists, but with artists as well. Madame Emma Calve, the celebrated opera singer, who later became his ardent devotee, wrote in her autobiography (My Life, New York: D. Appleton and Co., 1922) of her first meeting1 with Swami Vivekananda and of the profound effect his teaching had had upon her life:_x000d_
An undated entry in one of the recently discovered travel diaries of Mme Calve (vide Prabuddha Bharata, 1977, p. 191 ) has made it rather doubtful when this first meeting took place. From the description of the Swami given by her in the autobiography it should have taken place sometime in late March of 1894; bot from what she has written in her diary and from other evidences, it appears to have taken place on November 28, 1899. The Swami his written in his letter from Chicago on November 30, 1889 to Mrs. Bull, 'Madame Calve came to see me day before yesterday. She is a great woman" As the description of the Swami in her narrative corresponds more to the earlier period, it has been given here.
It has been my good fortune and my joy to know a man who truly "walked with God", a noble being, a saint, a philosopher and a true friend. His influence upon my spiritual life was profound. He opened up new horizons before me, enlarging and unifying my religious idea and ideals; teaching me a broader understanding of truth. My soul will bear him eternal gratitude. . . . He was lecturing in Chicago one year when I was there; and as I was at that time greatly depressed in mind and body, I decided to go to him, having seen how he had helped some of my friends. An appointment was arranged for me and when I arrived at his house, I was immediately ushered into his study. Before going I had been told not to speak until he addressed me.
When I entered the room, I stood before him in silence for a moment. He was seated in a noble attitude of meditation, his robe of saffron yellow falling in straight lines to the floor, his head swathed in a turban bent forward, his eyes on the ground. After a pause he spoke without looking up._x000d_
"My child," he said, "what a troubled atmosphere you have about you! Be calm! It is essential."_x000d_
Then in a quiet voice, untroubled and aloof, this man who did not even know my name talked to me of my secret problems and anxieties. He spoke of things that I thought were unknown even to my nearest friends. It seemed miraculous, supernatural._x000d_
"How do you know all this?" I asked at last. "Who has talked of me to you?"_x000d_
He looked at me with his quiet smile as though I were a child who had asked a foolish question._x000d_
"No one has talked to me," he answered gently. "Do you think it is necessary? I read in you as in an open book."_x000d_
Finally it was time for me to leave._x000d_
"You must forget," he said as I rose. "Become gay and happy again. Build up your health. Do not dwell in silence upon your sorrows. Transmute your emotion into some form of external expression. Your spiritual health requires it. Your art demands it."
I left him, deeply impressed by his words and his personality. He seemed to have emptied my brain of all its feverish complexities and placed there instead his clear and calming thoughts. I became once again vivacious and cheerful, thanks to the effect of his powerful will. He did not use any of the hypnotic or mesmeric influences. It was the strength of his character, the purity and intensity of his purpose that carried conviction. It seemed to me, when I came to know him better, that he lulled one's chaotic thoughts into a state of peaceful acqui¬escence, so that one could give complete and undivided attention to his words.
He often spoke in parables, answering our questions or making his points clear by means of a poetic analogy. One day we were discussing immortality and the survival of individual characteristics. He was expounding his belief in reincarnation which was a fundamental part of his teaching.
"I cannot bear the idea," I exclaimed. "I cling to my individuality, unimportant as it may be: I don't want to be absorbed into an eternal unity. The mere thought is terrible to me."_x000d_
"One day a drop of water fell into the vast ocean," the Swami answered. "When it found itself there, it began to weep and complain just as you are doing. The great ocean laughed at the drop of water. 'Why do you weep?' it asked. `I do not understand. When you join me, you join all your brothers and sisters, the other drops of water of which I am made. You become the ocean itself If you wish to leave me, you have only to rise up on a sunbeam into the clouds. From there you can descend again, little drop of water, a blessing and a benediction to the thirsty earth."'